Welcome to February 2016

Posted By on Feb 4, 2016 |


 

 

This is how I feel - sadly not how I look or with the sun shining behind me...

Romanian/ Canadian model Irina Lazereanu from Aubin and Wills 2012

I hate to start this month on a downer… but downer is how I feel… I am really not sure why… I could ramble on about the  fact that the past few beginning of months have been exciting – Birthdays / Christmas / New Year etc…  So think I will just list a bunch of reasons why I feel crap and then hopefully put them all behind me feel better…

1) The weather – oh groan how terribly British to moan about the weather ALL THE TIME… like I can do anything about that so totally worthless to let it spoil my mood / day / week or even month!!

2) The house mess… well here we go again – either do something about it or don’t but why let it dictate how I am feeling?  The above pic kinda gives you the idea…

3) All the jobs that I haven’t done… and the list is endless – I make lists cross a few things off feel a little better – self righteous even and then slightly elated go off and ignore the list then a few days later the few things that I have crossed off have double with all the other tasks that I have ignore in my elated state… NTS keep list current even if you ever get to the bottom of it – keep it going and then with luck it will never get to the state where it feels insurmountable.

4) All the projects that I want to get going with and have yet to start and all the left over projects that just keep getting “filed” – IE left lying around the house somewhere totally inappropriate and annoying in the hope that I will actually get it finished rather than just step over it or pile more shit on top of it…

What do we say… wallow and prune and then GET ON WITH IT GIRLFRIEND

xx