Posted By on Dec 12, 2012 |


I sit here wishing I could always feel like this – warm and fuzzy (although not totally warm… its still a little too cold inside for me!)

But I feel peace…

Today wasn’t a great day to start with… maybe more later… but actually I realised something – we need to do things we seriously don’t want to do in order to grow… and maybe we shouldn’t think too much but just do…

Boychild did the music aptitude test for NSB… (message me for any info regarding it… ) 300 to 400 kids aged 10-11 year trying to get picked for 10-11 places… WTF – and would I put myself forward for that??? I am not sure… In fact I seriously don’t think so…

If I look at a job application and there have been lots of applicants I tend to think I don’t have a cats chance… yet oddly enough I hear myself saying to boychild … its not about getting it… its about experiencing the process so you know what to expect if and when it really matters and you have to go through something similar – If you don’t try you will never know…